It hurts a lot less now. Maybe because more time has elasped. Still, I'm torn. To let go, or keep fighting on? I feel like giving up, so many times before, I've fought to keep the waves back. I just have no more strength left. Still, some part of me contiunes to provide fresh hope. Keep holding on and fighting till we meet again. Maybe physical proximity will do what words alone can't. This really sucks, and sometimes, I know that I'm on the verge of cracking. I ignore it to protect myself but I can't keep hiding or running for that matter. The closest date on my schedule when I can be by her side again is in probably another 3 or so months. I just hope the matter can be resolved by then though that is highly unlikely given the responses she's been giving. Realistically, I'll have to steel myself and try not to crack.
On a happier note, I'm through to the next round of trial advocacy. That's probably when I'll get my baptism of fire so I'll just have to be prepared. I'm pretty much like Barnsley now, I hope, and be a giant-killer. I'm up against all the 3rd years and beyond when I'm technically just a 1st year. I got through only because of a lack of challenge rather than because of my own ability. The poor guy was sttutering thoughout and nervous as hell. I knew that all I had to do was project the image of calm and cut my words when the nervousness appears and I'll get through. The admission of strategy to the judge afterwards probably helped.
Manchester United are back where we belong. I guess its true when they say that people associate with sports clubs and so they form an integral part of our mental wellbeing. Yes, work and United have kept my focus away from my problems where possible. The manner in which United got victory against Derby was fairly worrying. Louis probably wasn't up to full match fitness because he was largely annoymous except for a wrong decision that almost led to a goal being conceded.
I just hope that the lack of options upfront won't come and bite us in the arse. Ben had a fantastic debut as far as I'm concerned. He was a bit nervy with backpasses at the start and Vida did help him out a bit with it, but his saves were superb. I'm just glad that he's going to be the one to replace Edwin so we don't have to go through another extended spell of clowns between the sticks. His passing ability is fantastic too. Anderson is far from the finished product and I really don't think that central midfield is his best position. Hopefully, Carrick can step up and take over the string-pulling duties from Scholes. Else, someone like Joao Mountinho can come in.
Right not though, I just hope they pip Arsenal to the title. Those guys have been extremely lucky of late. Yes, I mean that. I think they should be losing.
On a happier note, I'm through to the next round of trial advocacy. That's probably when I'll get my baptism of fire so I'll just have to be prepared. I'm pretty much like Barnsley now, I hope, and be a giant-killer. I'm up against all the 3rd years and beyond when I'm technically just a 1st year. I got through only because of a lack of challenge rather than because of my own ability. The poor guy was sttutering thoughout and nervous as hell. I knew that all I had to do was project the image of calm and cut my words when the nervousness appears and I'll get through. The admission of strategy to the judge afterwards probably helped.
Manchester United are back where we belong. I guess its true when they say that people associate with sports clubs and so they form an integral part of our mental wellbeing. Yes, work and United have kept my focus away from my problems where possible. The manner in which United got victory against Derby was fairly worrying. Louis probably wasn't up to full match fitness because he was largely annoymous except for a wrong decision that almost led to a goal being conceded.
I just hope that the lack of options upfront won't come and bite us in the arse. Ben had a fantastic debut as far as I'm concerned. He was a bit nervy with backpasses at the start and Vida did help him out a bit with it, but his saves were superb. I'm just glad that he's going to be the one to replace Edwin so we don't have to go through another extended spell of clowns between the sticks. His passing ability is fantastic too. Anderson is far from the finished product and I really don't think that central midfield is his best position. Hopefully, Carrick can step up and take over the string-pulling duties from Scholes. Else, someone like Joao Mountinho can come in.
Right not though, I just hope they pip Arsenal to the title. Those guys have been extremely lucky of late. Yes, I mean that. I think they should be losing.
posted by Timothy at 3/16/2008 05:26:00 PM
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