I can't believe I'm so stupid. It was supposed to end on the 16th. Things went well and I fell in love with her all over again. Only for her to pull the ground from right beneath my feet.

I'm hurt and I'm lost. No doubt about that. I feel so betrayed. It almost as if she loved me when I didn't do things right, and now that I do, she's sick of it. No challenge maybe. It still is a shock to me even though it shouldn't be. I could sense that things were going wrong. I guess the reason I still can't accept it is because of the adbrupt change in position. A 180 degree turn midway through.

All I can say for now is that I feel so damn betrayed.