The defeat to Portsmouth has just compounded a rather...shall we say, topsy-turvy week for me. In terms of result for Manchester United, we beat Lyon but were horribly unlucky against Portsmouth. Our weakness of lacking options upfront really showed. Don't get me wrong, I think Tevez and Rooney are fantastic. Still, sometiems, you just need someone who can change things around, an out-and-out striker, a bulldozer in the mould of Drogba or even van Nist. Someone who'll score ugly goals. Well, next season. Hopefully Manucho is it.

Anyway, I don't think the full news of what she told me on wednesday has sunk in yet. I truly feel so torn now. Part of me feels that I can't do much to keep her, the other tells me to keep fighting on. In the end, I guess the ball is in the court of the one who wants it to end.

I've shed enough tears. Sometimes, some people can word it so well. I tried to hold your hand, but you'd rather hold a grudge. How true. Just as 不愛 and 記得 are. 記得 is almost like the whole story of the ending, word for word. I guess I just have to smile and move on. What else can I do?

I guess her love ran out just as I found a renewed source for her. Well, shit happens.

誰還記得是誰先說永遠的愛我
以前的一句話是我們以後的傷口
過了太久沒人記得當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手說要一起走到最後

我們都忘了這條路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都會停的
讓時間說真話雖我也害怕
在天黑了以後我們都不知道會不會有遺憾

誰還記得是誰說永遠的愛我
以前的一句 話是我們以後的傷口
過了太久沒人記得 當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手說要一起走到最後

我們都累了卻沒辦法往回走
兩顆心都迷惑怎麼說怎麼說都沒有救
親愛的為什麼也許你也不懂
兩個相愛的人等對方先說找分開的理由

誰還記得愛情開始變化的時候
我和你的眼中看見了不同的天空
走的太遠終於走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有兩個相反的夢

誰還記得是誰先說永遠的愛我
以前的一句話是我們以後的傷口
過了太久沒人記得當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手說要一起走到最後
我和你手牽手說要一起走到最後