More random musings from me. Yes, this is my blog, so you have to bear with my nonsense. Anyways..i need a title for this...this...this poem maybe? Whatever you want to call it. I was thinking of naming it after the first and last lines....what say you?

Why do I feel so caged?
Why can’t I just fly away?
Must I harden my heart?
Must I stay so numb?

To stay sane
I must cut
Feelings and emotions
Rather than keep than all wrapped up
I’d rather feel numb

The pain is only temporary
But the numbness
Will it remain?
When it sets in, I can bear the pain
Without it what would I become?

What can I do to feel alive again?
What must I do to feel alive again?
I long for life, for freedom
Everyday, I long to be set free
From this seemingly endless misery

When will my day come?
How much more must I take?
Why can’t this all end now?
Why can’t I just fly away?

Anyways...this is what i've been feeling all this while...so this is quite raw if you know what i mean...