Man...the blues have hit yet again. I ahve to go back to camp in about another hour or so. Shit. But, then again, my 2 years of torture is almost up. Another 2 months plus. Man oh man. I can't wait for that day. Its turning me into mush, probably reducing me to a little baby. So far, no girl has EVER had that effect on me. NOTHING except ORD has had that effect on me. Like David said, i think i might cry on that day. Yes, that is the extent of torture all of us went true. 2 years of almost pure hell. And Tim, i want to congragulate you on not killing anyone in the army. You have had tough times, and people have pissed you off while you had a LOADED RIFLE in your hands and i'm very proud that you havent killed anyone yet. Good job and keep it up.

Ok, ok enough nonsense. Anyways...saw this somewhere; The more desperate u want something to happen,the more it won't happen. I will now focus on my studies because i know the more i want a gf,the more i won't get it...instead i shall focus on my studies and then my future dear will come to me. =) Lame right...i know...but seems pretty true to me. Hopefully it WILL be true for me. But, not matter what, i will be concentrating on my studies anyways, i have to get a damn high GPA to keep my pathway to my dream job open. Next year is the key manufacturing year. I must do all i can to hand-build the perfect key that will unlock the door to my future. Gonna miss you guys when i go over, but greener pastures beckon. So looking forward to next year. My life starts next year...new place, new system, new aims, new everything, including new girls to meet =p New me? That i dunno...but...all i can is...what you are when you are alone is alone what you are. Chim? Approach it with an open mind and you will understand the hidden truth.