Well well...this is turning out to be some bullshit. My lil bro has just been enrolled in some private school to do O's next year. Thing is, he's 18 next year. No wait...thats not it. Thing is, it's costing my parents a cool $10,000 for 1 whole school year. Did i get the number of zeros in correct? Yes i think i did. That's nuts. My foundation year program cost almost as much. But mine's university grade. Fine...forget about costs. This is really about it.

I really just don't understand what goes through that head of my brother's. All games games and more games? Oh wait...Naruto and whatever manga or anime or whatever its called. Seriously...at his age i already made 1 major decision for myself. The least he could do was to make up his mind to study, not like what to study, and how to go about doing it and all that for me. I'm not saying i'm better than him or anything, but, i really would just like him to grow the fuck up. Be mature, damn it. Don't you realise maturity and wisdom count for loads in this life? Play all you want during your free time, but in order to put the play into free time, the equation requires work. Why the extreme deviation from me? Must we be poles apart? Me, a surgeon and you...i don't know what you're going to do. Can't we be on a more level playing ground? I don't want to be elitist. But in this house, it's turning out that way. Look at the very least, do enough to get a comfortable job for yourself. Like Dick is doing. Sure, we may all be against signing on, but at least its a respectable job. It puts food on the table and its not corrupt. End of story. You don't have to go for degrees like what Sam, Peter, Evangeline and I are all doing. Come on. Not everyone's cut out to study and i accept that. But the least you could do is to not fuck your whole life up by playing games all day. You think your moneys' going to be there all the way? Money needs a source...and sources run dry unless you do something to keep that source at least continually producing more money. Shit, is all this getting to you? Do you even realise what you are doing to your life? Will you even read this? If you do, one meassage...WAKE UP.