It's such a beautiful day, the rain is falling just right, the temperature's fantastic, the cool breeze is blowing. I should be out enjoying this weather...but look where i am. Plus, i've got this tremendous feeling of...i dunno, frustration, restlessness, or in Singlish speak, sian?

Just what's wrong with me? I've been so listless since the start of the day. Just what is it that i'm looking for? I mean, it's such a beautiful day, in such a beautiful country, and yet...

There has to be something wrong, with me, definitely. It's just that, diagnostics aren't getting it. I just don't know. Something's not right, and i can feel it. I just hope something or someone can come and set me straight. I just feel so heavy, burdened with...what? This is all driving me nuts, maybe all i need is a break from this monotony. A long break far, far away.

Maybe all i am is jaded.